Little Phei is coming to town! in a matter of days my husband and I will meet our little bundle of joy that's been kicking and pushing inside my womb the past nine months. It's been a difficult pregnancy but I'm pretty sure that once I see my baby's smile, touch her skin and give her a hug every inch of pain will all be worth it.
The last hurdle, the scariest and the hardest part en route to motherhood is about to come, delivering the baby safely is the greatest test of being a mother although after this experience the sufferings is yet to end, but then my great adventure with my lovely daughter begins :)
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
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Tuesday, January 10, 2012
5 months
missed this site :( been confined in bed and reading for the past months to be sure that my baby will stay inside my womb, so many sacrifices but I know after our very long wait, every inch of sacrifice will all be worth it.
I lift up everything to you Lord :)
I lift up everything to you Lord :)
Monday, October 17, 2011
good and bad
bad: my early days of pregnancy is not a pleasant experience :( vomiting heavily every after eating, always dizzy, can't eat well and I am not craving for anything :(
good: these excessive signs of hormonal changes indicate that our baby is makapit daw inside my womb, if this is true then I am happy na din basta he's safe (willing it to be a boy :) hehe)
Lord please give me the strength to nourish the baby, baka po kasi makapit pero sakitin kami kasi di kami kumakain. Amen
Monday, October 3, 2011
God's little Miracles
I am really amazed how God works in magical ways turning a dreadful morning into a beautiful day.
I know I am late today. - I woke up late (pregnant women are just plain lazy), I even asked my husband to take care of me pleading him to prepare a warm bath for me :)" and I am lazily happy that he obliged. I dressed, fixed my things as if I am not rushing and when I saw my phone, I was shocked that I am way passed behind my schedule so I can be sure that I'll arrive in the office before 8.
But God saved my baby and me not just from being late but from being very tired. (I took my laptop home for the weekends therefore I have to bring on a rainy Monday morning.)
When I reached the FX terminal I was greeted by an almost full FX except for one - a seat reserved especially for me :) in the middle seat, Mostly if you are the last person to ride the middle seat you have to squeeze yourself to fit but incredibly, 3 petite girls is seated beside me so again I am saved!
Same goes for my next FX ride, and believe it or not its as if there's no traffic :)
I arrived in the office early than 8, :) and I am just happy that God's little miracles saved me from being late.
I know I am late today. - I woke up late (pregnant women are just plain lazy), I even asked my husband to take care of me pleading him to prepare a warm bath for me :)" and I am lazily happy that he obliged. I dressed, fixed my things as if I am not rushing and when I saw my phone, I was shocked that I am way passed behind my schedule so I can be sure that I'll arrive in the office before 8.
But God saved my baby and me not just from being late but from being very tired. (I took my laptop home for the weekends therefore I have to bring on a rainy Monday morning.)
When I reached the FX terminal I was greeted by an almost full FX except for one - a seat reserved especially for me :) in the middle seat, Mostly if you are the last person to ride the middle seat you have to squeeze yourself to fit but incredibly, 3 petite girls is seated beside me so again I am saved!
Same goes for my next FX ride, and believe it or not its as if there's no traffic :)
I arrived in the office early than 8, :) and I am just happy that God's little miracles saved me from being late.
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
wish granted :)
Maybe Zane gave me the courage to talk about him/her in my last blog because a new baby is already coming. maybe I've been thinking about Zane endlessly because Zane prepared me because he/she will be reborn in a form of a new baby :)
yes! I am pregnant again - this time I hope everything will be alright.
Thank you Lord, this is the best birthday gift ever, that means my number 1 wish in my wish list blog already came true. Be it a little phei or a little meng as long as the baby is healthy inside my womb and when he/she comes out - Rommel and I will still be one of the happiest couples around.
by May of 2012, hopefully I am already a mother of a healthy baby and a mother of a lovely angel named Zane :)
I have to come up with new unisex names :)
yes! I am pregnant again - this time I hope everything will be alright.
Thank you Lord, this is the best birthday gift ever, that means my number 1 wish in my wish list blog already came true. Be it a little phei or a little meng as long as the baby is healthy inside my womb and when he/she comes out - Rommel and I will still be one of the happiest couples around.
by May of 2012, hopefully I am already a mother of a healthy baby and a mother of a lovely angel named Zane :)
I have to come up with new unisex names :)
Thursday, September 22, 2011
b-day wish list :)
posted three wishes in Facebook, kala ko that's all I want right now, but after realizing that I STILL want more and to continue the tradition, here's my 2011 b-day wish list.
1. little phei and little meng hehe twins!
2. Ref! wawa nman kami newlyweds alang ref :)
3. Percy Jackson Series
4. White Icing na cake (huhuhu sana meron)
5. Puto Pao favorite namin ni Zane :)
6. Sleep! :)
7. Party :)
8. Friends :)
9. Horror movies CD
ayun lang hehe! Happy birthday to me Thank God for another year.
1. little phei and little meng hehe twins!
2. Ref! wawa nman kami newlyweds alang ref :)
3. Percy Jackson Series
4. White Icing na cake (huhuhu sana meron)
5. Puto Pao favorite namin ni Zane :)
6. Sleep! :)
7. Party :)
8. Friends :)
9. Horror movies CD
ayun lang hehe! Happy birthday to me Thank God for another year.
Sunday, September 18, 2011
+Zane
After more than three months of mourning for Zane and celebrating our wedding - it seems I finally have the courage to talk about Zane, our baby that was never born.
Rommel and I ALMOST had our bundle of joy. We were happy and afraid at the same time, happy that finally - we will be a family of three, that we will not be jealous of our friends who already have little versions of themselves, and afraid because we know that my parents will be furious at us since we are not yet married.
What a difficult pregnancy it was. There were lots of bleeding, medicines and crying. I think the baby is not properly seeded in my womb that made it weak. But I have to start organizing our wedding which is a very tasking feat - I don't want Zane to be born without a proper marriage for us, so through sweat and blood we have to raise money and come up with a simple yet decent and memorable ceremony for our do.
After my second visit to the OB, i was advised to have full bed rest and I am only allowed to stand up if I'll take a bath. I AM EVEN NOT ALLOWED TO ARRANGE MY OWN WEDDING.
Sadly, I wasn't able to follow my doctors advice because of many reasons, and it resulted to one of the biggest tragedies in my life - losing someone that I don't have yet. March 16, 2011 - we discovered Zane inside my womb. April 17, 2011 - after an excruciating pain in m tummy - our baby lost its heartbeat. People say Zane is not yet the one meant for me and my husband and for her or his sake we have to continue living and eventually start our own family.
Rommel and I ALMOST had our bundle of joy. We were happy and afraid at the same time, happy that finally - we will be a family of three, that we will not be jealous of our friends who already have little versions of themselves, and afraid because we know that my parents will be furious at us since we are not yet married.
What a difficult pregnancy it was. There were lots of bleeding, medicines and crying. I think the baby is not properly seeded in my womb that made it weak. But I have to start organizing our wedding which is a very tasking feat - I don't want Zane to be born without a proper marriage for us, so through sweat and blood we have to raise money and come up with a simple yet decent and memorable ceremony for our do.
After my second visit to the OB, i was advised to have full bed rest and I am only allowed to stand up if I'll take a bath. I AM EVEN NOT ALLOWED TO ARRANGE MY OWN WEDDING.
Sadly, I wasn't able to follow my doctors advice because of many reasons, and it resulted to one of the biggest tragedies in my life - losing someone that I don't have yet. March 16, 2011 - we discovered Zane inside my womb. April 17, 2011 - after an excruciating pain in m tummy - our baby lost its heartbeat. People say Zane is not yet the one meant for me and my husband and for her or his sake we have to continue living and eventually start our own family.
Thursday, September 15, 2011
proud :)
I asked our safety riding guru in Suzuki if he could spare some time to teach me how to ride a motorcycle, then he asked me, "marunong ka ba magbisikleta?" and my proud retort was, "Of course I do" :) omitting the fact that I only learned how to ride a bicycle a few months before my wedding. :) excited to take a big leap and learn how to ride a motorcycle naman. :)
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